This last week I've been quite alone. I guess I don't mind, really... No matter how alone I am, for some reason I never feel lonely. I guess some would call me lucky in that respect...? Regardless, during these times when I find myself alone it really does give me quite a lot of time to think about things...

I don't even really know what I want to do with my life. Part of me still wants to do museum work, another part wants to go into psychology, and still another part wants to look into teaching. But then, there's this giant piece of my mind that is still locked into uncertainty, and I just don't know what to do.

And beyond that, a lot of things are making me feel like I've been doing things completely wrong for these last years, or at least *thinking* of things wrong... And it leaves me feeling incredibly guilty. There are so many things that matter so much, yet I've been overlooking them and allowing my mind to become occupied with my own egoistic concerns, showing a callous face to the rest of the world.

...Doesn't help much that my music shuffle chooses to play "Guilty" by The Rasmus at this exact moment. That song can pretty much serve as my theme right now.